Wednesday, February 23, 2005

i think i've grown AS and have stopped trying to hav lunch in the lunchroom and instead will alwyas sit by the sofas and eat my sandwich and try to read soemthing to look occupied when in fact it's just to prevent awkwardness with ppl u kinda know but dunno what to say to. pathetic me huh. there are rare occasions when i get to talk comfortably with ppl, but I just find it a little discouraging how most ppl aren't that keen to really befriend you. guess circumstances are such that we're all just interns happening to be working on various projects in the intern room.
also tried very hard to come up wiht a research statement today, thinking hard about what i really want to write about but i have a disappointing research statement that done'st look very interesting and i wonder if it's feasible. but nmind, will try to refine it in the days to come =)
and strangely i was offered a second chance to buy my Naruto dvds and i did... =) i hope the quality is decent...

1 comment:

surreality said...

heya! nah dun think u're AS. sometimes it's really awkward when u r wif pple n dunno wat to say to them... like u feel the need to disrupt tt uneasy silence but u dunno how to. i feel it at times too haha. came across a quote once tt said somethg abt u're really gd frens wif someone when the silence btwn u 2 is comfortable. think it makes sense. heh. =)