i think i really worry too excessively sometimes. to the extent that i appear totally unconvincing. to the extent that it undermines my abilities to perform...would like to think that i am no longer my old worrisome self, and it might appear like i'm not, esp since i complain less on my blog... but ultimately i think a leopard doesn't change its spots that easily... haha. oh well. yeah i want to stop doing it, cos it's clearly very detrimental for my ego. it's funny-- ppl like others to think well of them, yet whenever i feel like ppl falsely believe that i'm better than what i really am, i just feel extremely uncomfortable... sigh. why i have such a character trait really baffles me at times. can one be trained to not worry/worry less?