I've never felt so short-fused and frustrated in a very long time, but some silly things just make you want to pull hair and give up. And dun understand why ratio of grassroots attendees VS HDB attendees at a meeting matters so much. If ppl cannot make it so be it, why need to try so hard to match numbers, restrict ppl going just so that other ppl are not 'outnumbered'?! Dun see how number of attendees is that critical/gg to affect whether our msg gets thru or not such that we must waste time scrambling to reduce ppl from internal depts... I suppose when you're in foul mood, even tiniest of things can ignite huge fires :P I also hate ppl who make me do extra work in collation by not giving me inputs in requested format. HMPH!

That said, I suppose I still need to count my blessings. That always come in the form of comforting support in a few esp fabulous colleagues, frequently willing to go all out to help me. Esp for menial things I dun like to do and am very bad at doing.