have been seriously neglecting my blog. guess it's cos i find that i am gradually starting to keep repeating myself... and i guess no one would really like to read my grievances day after day..... and somehow i feel that my life is strangely monotonous sometimes?? hmm dunno. invited our buddies to dinner at our place that day and it was a pretty successful dinner, consisdering that all the food turned out well... and the freshmen seemed to hav really enjoyed dinner. also played frisbee with the freshmen girls the day before... though i guess the freshies are all pretty nice people, i dun really foresee myself getting to know them really well. guess it's like lack of chances to interact too.... i mean all of them in dorms and will go dc to eat etc. well of course if i really want to i can, but i have to admit i guess i cannot really be that 'on' sometimes. unlike ziyang who seems to hang out with them perpetually these days. haha. wonder if anything interesting will happen. shall wait and see. in the meantime, still can't help but feel pathetic. cos as usual, i cannot really concentrate on doing my readings. dunno why too. and wasted so much time just now surfing and browsing for random stuff. aargh.