I seriously think that I'm like quietly and invisibly temperamental and 'turbulent' :P Not temperamental in the easily irritable sort of way, but more in a potentially change mood v quickly type of way. Was reflecting on state of blue-ness yesterday and wondering why there was a need to be so blue... So today despite having to work most of day tried to keep spirits high by just focusing on doing site duty well... and somehow day went by pretty quickly and peacefully. Hope tmr will be just like that and then I only need to clear the Mon/Tues hurdles. Somehow occasionally watching Olympic athletes fighting it out on TV also reminds me of own weak-willedness... Need to be stronger and not so easily set back by little obstacles. And in boss's terminology, only by not taking 'path of least resistance' and roughing it out thru hard times would I become more "polished", just like how a 'diamond' is formed.... Bit cheesy but it does get the point across lah. :P