I left work feeling rather sian and demoralised yesterday, but two little sweeties at cell group chased the blues away... I've never been very popular with kids (cos I am usually unanimated and thus not so fun to play with perhaps) but for some weird reason these two little girls (Julia is 5+ i think and Judith ard 7) endeared themselves to me the whole night, as if I had known them since forever.

It all started off when the elder sister decided to come sit on the cushion on my lap... showing off her flowery rubber band and like a tiara-thingy to me... then soon after the little one also jumped on the bandwagon and suddenly 3 of us were like the best friends. They quickly pulled out their pre-sch class photos to show me; and asked me to guess the names of their classmates. As with most class photos, names of everyone in the picture were all displayed at the bottom, but Judith got genuinely thrilled/ surprised when I managed to "guess" her friends' names; and kept asking me "how you know them!". Hai, such innocence was indeed endearing.. :) Our friendship wore off a little as the night progressed; but towards the end of the session, they decided to friend me again. Judith tried to tie my hair unsuccessfully (naturally lah, her hair was the nice smooth silky sort) and accused me of not using any conditioner on mine.

I didn't know what to make of the whole episode (esp cos the kids have seen me before several times at church - just not at their house, and have never been particularly chummy with me at all)... It really felt quite therapeutic when the little sister quietly sat in my lap when everyone sat around in a circle to sing some songs -- though my feet later became temporarily achy as they were rarely sat on when in a cross-legged position :P Cannot explain why, but somehow under such circumstances you feel like you only bear to show the 'good/happy' side of yourself to them... [OK, perhaps I will feel less so if I hang around them everyday lah]

Perhaps I am less kid-disabled/averse than I think haha.