am still stuck on page 3 of my 7-10 page paper and have no idea how to continue. it so happens that at this point ziyang is on his conclusion paragraph of the same 10 page paper that i am supposed to hand in tmr.... haha. disgusted with my own inefficiency! spent the whole weekend trying to think out what to write... this afternoon searching for background info to put in my essay, then nearly 4 hours at the library and only churning out 2 pathetic pages of writing. acutally i think i am probably trying to write something beyond my means, but since i have started i have to just finish it... and i think i understand myself pretty well... since my prediction that i will stil be trying to write my essay at 4 am has come true. sigh. feel i let down the nice ppl who wished me good luck in completing my essay....

ok. back to r and c paper. goodness knows when i'll finish it... =P