i found out today that maybe it isn't that bad a thing to be quiet after all =) at least i wun say things that might potentially irritate ppl... but then at the expense of boring ppl =P sometimes i cannot believe myself for being bothered by this aspect of me all the time.... haha but sometimes i think i'm just too passive. i dun make the effort to talk to ppl.. esp in a group. and i guess it doens't help that i cannot be heard sometimes? i feel more comfy talking to ppl on a one-to-one basis... but then again how often will i get to do that?? and even so sometimes I am just AS when i see ppl.... tsk tsk. sigh.

pretty happy though that Gantt gave me an A for my participation grade in r and c!! was pretty surprised cos i hardly say much in class... well maybe going to his office hours also counts =) think he's a really cool teacher, and if not for the fact that i am getting a little xian3 of sagas, i would definitely take another class under him. he's just so interesting and hyper... and so easy to talk to and discuss stuff with. sigh. 7-10 page paper due on mon and till now haven't an inkling of what i am going to write.... will prob end up like last weekend stay up till 4 am and still stuck on pg 2 of essay... if only finals were over... i want to ban jia and buy furniture and decorate room and cook....